Easy

Nothing about this year is going to be easy. 

Letting go of the people that treat me like garbage. 

Getting used to a new lifestyle. Exercise everyday. Monday through Friday, protein shake for dinner. Calorie counting. Calorie is King. Cutting out social media… it’s just a time suck. 

I was hoping to share it with someone… not likely to happen. Someone had said to me, before my divorce was final. Spend a year by yourself. At least. 

Usually valid advice. However, I have felt alone these last few years already. Carrying the weight of a marriage built on lies. 

I can do life on my own. I did it for thirty two years before I met my ex husband. Sometimes I wonder if that’s not what God planned for me all along.