Demons

I wouldn’t say I have no feelings left. I have all of them. However, I have gotten stronger at protecting them. Hiding them. Wiser. Controlled. 

So much so that I can experience something so horrific & in the moment, my memories are analytical. Observations on Human nature or lack there of. 

A voice. Words. Noises. Smells. Visions. Why do people do what they do. Why did he do what he did. Greed. Selfishness. Lack of accountability. What men always do to women…