The Ex Rapist

I was best friends with a woman for thirty years. We were like sisters or I felt that way. I took care of her.

 She is differently abled. I got her up, put her to bed. Helped her shower. Dressed her. Fed her. Took her to the bathroom. I started doing this when we were kids. 

I didn’t mind. Again, she was my best friend. My sister. She took care of me too. Or I believed so. We had our ups and downs, years where we didn’t see each other.

In June 2022, she sexually assaulted me for the first time. She isn’t physically able to do that. However, she was more than able to overcome me Emotionally and Mentally. She is very controlling over other people. I guess she has to be, when she has no control over herself. She knew how to handle me. What to say…

She sexually assaulted me the second time the weekend of Labor Day 2022. That’s also when she set me up with a past lover. Someone she said she had fucked in the past. Years ago, she said. 

He was fucking the both of us. I also believe he was fucking her sister. I believe my ex best friend was in a secret sexual relationship with him for 10-20 years. They might have even had a child together. 

They wanted to put me in a polyamorous relationship with them. To dominate me. Use me. Humiliate me. I also believe they would have sex trafficked me in some way. 

They began their affair when he was still married. My ex best friend steals other women’s men. She also had or has a sexual relationship with a lawyer friend who she was friends with his wife. 

She becomes envious and jealous of other women. Takes joy in stealing their happiness. Takes delight in destroying their lives. Well, she didn’t destroy mine. She drove me to Be Better. Do Better.

She is a pitiful excuse for a Human. I actually don’t even consider her Human. To me she is The Predator. The Monster. The Rapist.