It Will Never Die

My story will never change. It is the Truth. Backed by God. He sees everything. 

I was sexually assaulted by my ex best friend of thirty years. Twice. A third time, if I hadn’t gotten up off my knees & ran into the night. She thought she could play on my emotions. Thought I was mentally weak. 

No. I just loved her. With my whole being. Like a sister. 

She destroyed that. I gave her three chances to offer up a sincere apology. An explanation. She did apologize. She said she was sorry if I felt some type of way over something that was not supposed to come off the way it did. I apparently don’t know abuse when I see it… Very Condescending. No Accountability  

It was insincere. I went no contact in 2022. It’s been almost two years. It may as well be another thirty. I will never reach out to her. I will never acknowledge her presence on this planet as a Human… because she is not. 

I wish her well. I hope she seeks Medical Treatment. She desperately needs it. 

I have been Raped three times. Sexuality Assaulted three times. Physically Assaulted once. Emotionally, Mentally & Verbally Abused by a close Relative ALL my life. Until I went No Contact with them in April. Yeah. I have no idea what Abuse looks like. 

I will tell my story with my dying breath. So that Humans may know what evil looks like & how it hides, even from the ones that loved them the most.