They’re Out There

 My best friend of thirty years, sexually assaulted me twice in 2022. My best friend. She knew about my history of abuse. She didn’t think twice. When I was going through the most difficult period in my life, seperating and divorcing my ex husband, Will. 

She wanted me to quit my job. She was going to buy us a house, on some acreage in Wisconsin. She wanted me to move in with her. Take care of her. Spend every waking moment with her. She would pay for everything. To this day I still have a vision of myself, naked and in a dog cage. Because I knew, I felt it in my bones that that is where she would “put me.” 

She tried to, with a secret male lover of many years, to coerce me into a polygamist relationship with them… who knows who else. MY BEST FRIEND of THIRTY FUCKING YEARS. 

When I tell you there is Evil out there, that you could never even imagine the magnitude of, the depth of, in Society. That you stand next to these “Humans” every day. They live amongst us. Quiet in the dark, until they touch you. A tendril, a whisper from the Other Side. 

God saved me on September 16 2022 at about 930pm. I was on my knees, looking up into a face I once loved to see and all that was there was a gaping void. I saw red. My ears rang, like a loud whistle from a locomotive. I was mad. I was mad as hell. I felt the anger of God and every Angel in Heaven hissing & screaming in my mind… for me to get the fuck out of there and never fucking look back. Never fucking go back. I never did. 

What was in that little one bedroom condo in McHenry, was Evil. When former children sex slaves come forward & say that they were party favors in “Celebrity” Satanic Orgies, I believe them. With my whole fucking heart & soul. Because I too, at the age of 42, was being groomed to be someone’s Party Favor. 🙏🏻🫶🏻✌🏻