This One & That One

Before Will, there was Bill…

Before there was Tim, there was Tim…

I’ve always had a Toxic One before the Good One. The only one I cannot figure out…

John. John & then John. So many John’s actually. I know the Good One from all the Bad Ones but… why, this time, did the Good One come before all the Bad Ones???

AND Ben. What happened to Ben… I wrote him into my story when I was a teenager. Yet, he never materialized. Delayed, I suppose. Like most of my Life.